I’m a 50yr old woman still trying to heal wounds that my statistically cruel & abusive narcissistic mother & other narcissists, threw out my life, have given me.
I am the oldest of 3 kids that my NM (narcissists mother) didn’t deserve or even want. Being the oldest made me the scapegoat in every way. Then came my brother, who was golden for being the only boy. The youngest was my sister, who was also golden. I was often reminded by my NM, that as the oldest, it was my job to look after my brother & sister. That I wasn’t loved or wanted, & only her property.
Anyways, since I have no family or friends, that understand this or care enough to listen, this site is a way for me to tell my story, & my journey threw life, as I find my own voice once again.