Lately I’ve been trying to understand why my mother seemed to blame me for her getting pregnant with me. And like all her other accusations, I took the guilt. As an adult, I know I had nothing to do with her getting pregnant, but as a child that was different though.
I was told that I was conceived in the back seat of my dad’s car. Then Grandpa drove my parents to a preacher to get married. So, you could say it was a shot-gun marriage. Now as I think about it, my mother was a slut.
As narcissist like to project on to other people, that is probably why my mother called me a whore. She is simply seeing herself when she looks at me & calling me all those names like selfish, & lazy. So she never sees me for me, but only as a reflection of her.
Thoughts by Naomi